in the past six days, i’ve been helping some friends through a domestic violence situation involving temporary homelessness, safety issues, work drama, etc. etc.
add to that having an old friend who turned against my partner and i trying to reconnect with with us out of the blue and apologize for past wrongs.
add to THAT being contacted by another old friend who forcefully disappeared out of my life at a difficult time trying to reconnect with me as well.
i don’t know what’s going on in the world but it’s freaking me out. i don’t know what to do with all of these heightened, complicated emotions and situations. just when things seem to be settling into a comfortable pattern in my life for now, everything gets shaken up.
i don’t know if writing this helps, but i feel like i need to get these thoughts out of my head. so far i’m failing at distracting myself from thinking about all that’s been going on.
